Yesterday was a long and emotional day. I was shocked to find out from my cousin that my grandpa was admitted to the hospital. Deep down inside, I knew the day was going to come, but everything became so surreal after hearing the news. Immediately I could no longer concentrate at work, and it seemed like everything that I’ve been working so hard for the past couple months came to a sudden stop. What did it really matter? When it comes down to the end of it, I sacrificed time with my friends and time with my family to get one step ahead in my pursuit of my dream career, networking like no tomorrow, collecting business cards and adding to the growing tower on my desk. I felt like I had abandoned a part of myself and yesterday was a huge reality check.
Going to the hospital was a bit terrifying; I’ve never liked hospitals much. A lot of our family was already there. Seeing them and seeing them cry knotted me up inside and I prepared myself for the worst. I hope you were able to see all of us grandpa, and hear all of our soothing words. Grandma wants you to come back to Yee Hong soon, and be with her again. Hearing that from my cousin made the tears flow further.
Though it was the unfortunate circumstances that had to bring us together, I am so lucky to have a supportive family. Everyone lives all over the GTA and managed to scramble and make their way down to the hospital, fearing only one thing. For now, everything seems stable and we can only hope for the best.
Stay strong Grandpa, you were always a fighter.
I’m a firm believer that strength comes from oneself, but from those around them. Be strong for your grandfather as well. =)